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I hate letting myself eat.

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Breaking down and crying for half an hour on the bathroom floor

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wow

the last few months have been so fucked up. i’ve been eating, purging, still, suffering in this fucked up cycle. i lost about 10kg so far, but that’s not really enough. seeing that number go lower every time is about the only consolation i get for all the shit i’ve  been having lately. 

i finally told people about this, although i doubt they can help me at all. i don’t think i want to be cured. i need this. 

i feel like following ABC again, and restore some balance to this messed up Force. At least with it, i’ll know if i eat more than i should.

and bringing back fasting fridays :)